Night & Music

It'll sound better if I wrote "Music & Night" right? yea well I don't. Cause I like N more rather than M :p

Ok let's get back to topic.

Night.

I like the night time way more better than the day time. Why? because I find the night time is more appealing than the day time. I always love the atmosphere of the night time, it was very calm, there's not rush, and life was just perfect.

If you go out to the city,where the street are broad, where tall-modern building is everywhere, and where the lights are brighten and blinking everywhere, the cold cool air, the stars are blinking, the skies are shining, and the moon.. right there, up in the sky, glowing. Well that's what I love about the night time.

Not just in the city thou, when I at my house and I've just been through something awful the night time is my choice to calm myself down or to let it all go away. 

At night I feel like it's "me time" you know, it's the only time in this 24hours that all I can think about my life, what just happened, what I want to do next, what's my plan for this, what's my plan for that, rewinding what just happened that day, remembered his face, his smile, our conversation, what should i do now, what should I've done then, wishing I never do that, never said that, feeling so stupid for what I didn't do, feel sorry for my self, envying someone, hating the score that I get and blablabla

You see, there's a lot that going on in my mind at night. And it's the only chance for me to introspecting and think about me and my life.

If people sat outside and looked at the stars each night, I bet they would live differently. Cus if you just look at the skies and look at yourself at the same time, you would see yourself from a very different point of view. You're gonna realizing something that you didn't before, something you never thought been there before, something... unpredictable.

"I believe in whatever gets you through the night. Night is the hardest time to be alive just to see the truth. For me anyway, it lasts so long, and 4am knows my secret"

Music.  

Is another addicting thing to me. & not just for me I guess. I mean, who doesn't love music right? When you feel down, when you feel sad, when you're happy, when you fall in love, when you wanted to cried your heart out, when you wanted to scream, when you're broken-hearted, when you need someone but no one's there, Well... all you have is music right?

As the quotes says, "Music speaks louder than words". Music could tell you more than words could ever express. It's a perfect way to speak up what's inside. It will also tells you what you didn't realize before. You are what you listen to. Did you realize that we always picked song that represent what we feel? and then the next thing you know you already find every pieces of what you feel just thru the lyrics? Yeah i realise that.

Music is the friend you never have. It always be there for you when no ones there. And maybe, just maybe it's the only thing you trust. I know it's little harsh, but as you all know most of people these days are shit. They just take granted from you and then leave. They always wanted to receive something but never want to give anything. They selfishness is above the average. I'm not just talking about some people you've just met or acquaintance, it's also about your friends or even bestfriends. So at the end of the day, when I feel like there's no one for me, I just came home, went to my room, and put earphone on my ear & turn the volume up.

Music has the ability to puts us in a better mood, puts us in a blue way, red way or the other color-way. "After silence, the nearest to expressing the inexpressible is music". Words may fail, people may speechless, but music never fails you. Trust me, I've been there, everyone been there ;-)

"A great song, you'll cry to. A great song will say how you feel better than you ever could" -Taylor Swift 

"Music was my refuge. I could crawl into the space between the notes and curl my back to loneliness" -Maya Angelou

Love, N