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February 2, 2013

Night & Music

It'll sound better if I wrote "Music & Night" right? yea well I don't. Cause I like N more rather than M :p
Ok let's get back to topic.




Night.
I like the night time way more better than the day time. Why? because I find the night time is more appealing than the day time. I always love the atmosphere of the night time, it was very calm, there's not rush, and life was just perfect.
If you go out to the city,where the street are broad, where tall-modern building is everywhere, and where the lights are brighten and blinking everywhere, the cold cool air, the stars are blinking, the skies are shining, and the moon.. right there, up in the sky, glowing. Well that's what I love about the night time.
Not just in the city thou, when I at my house and I've just been through something awful the night time is my choice to calm myself down or to let it all go away. 
At night I feel like it's "me time" you know, it's the only time in this 24hours that all I can think about my life, what just happened, what I want to do next, what's my plan for this, what's my plan for that, rewinding what just happened that day, remembered his face, his smile, our conversation, what should i do now, what should I've done then, wishing I never do that, never said that, feeling so stupid for what I didn't do, feel sorry for my self, envying someone, hating the score that I get and blablabla
You see, there's a lot that going on in my mind at night. And it's the only chance for me to introspecting and think about me and my life.

If people sat outside and looked at the stars each night, I bet they would live differently. Cus if you just look at the skies and look at yourself at the same time, you would see yourself from a very different point of view. You're gonna realizing something that you didn't before, something you never thought been there before, something... unpredictable.
"I believe in whatever gets you through the night. Night is the hardest time to be alive just to see the truth. For me anyway, it lasts so long, and 4am knows my secret"