"Her heart was a secret garden  

and

The walls were very high"

Diam

Wajah itu

Senyuman itu

Tawa itu

Entah apa yang ia pikirkan

Entah apa yang ia kenang

Entah apa yang ia andaikan

Siapa?

Siapa orang itu?

Siapa yang kau kenang?

Diam, tidak ada jawaban

Alunan lagu terasa sangat menenangkan

Gelapnya malam terasa sangat menyejukkan

Beribu pertanyaan terasa menyesakkan

Tanpa ada keinginan untuk menghilangkan

Wajah itu

Senyuman itu

Tawa itu

Layaknya sebuah film yang terus berputar

Tanpa mengetahui siapa pemeran utamanya

Layaknya sebuah kenangan indah yang berbinar

Tanpa mengetahui apa yang dirasakannya

Diam, tidak ada jawaban

As time goes on, you’ll understand. What lasts, lasts. What doesn’t, doesn’t. 

Time solves most things. And what time can’t solve, you have to solve yourself.

—Haruki Murakami

We always say that our life isn't perfect.

Things don't go as like we wanted.

Things fall apart beyond our expectations.

Feeling dissatisfied with ourself.

Feeling we never gonna be good enough.

But that's how life works right?

Disappointment, frustration, regret, anger, sadness

And all the other things in between.

Well to be honest, it got me thinking :

"Life will break you up no matter what happen"

When the bad things happened I guess everybody has their own different parts.

And in my case, I got two parts of me that's very contradictory.

The first part says : 

Why bother? why care? why to fix things that already fall apart?

And the other part says :

Well, it's just a bad day, not a bad life. Be tough now, things gonna get better than you could ever imagine.

Every souls needs to be happy. 

Everyone wants to be happy. even the bad guys.

I think every human being deserve to be happy.

But yeaahh you know how life is. 

You know how rude he could be

You know how mean he could be

You know how asshole he could turn into.

But what's life without a little mess?

The rainbow won't come before the rain does right?

"Life isn't about having things to enjoy your life. But it's about enjoying your life with the things you have"

Just choose to be happy. It's good for your health. Don't waste the life that God has given to you with pain.

It's not an easy thing to do thou, but it's worth a try. Make your very own happiness, cause happiness it's always there, right at your front door. You just gotta let it in. :)

"Don't put the key to your happiness into someone else pocket"