and I guess, 

this hole you made inside

will never be recovered

it will always stay right there,

right where you left

right where you belong

and I guess,

nothing can ever healed it

as well as replaced it

cause

the only thing

that could coat it

is you

bahagia itu

bahagia itu kamu

bahagia itu aku

bahagia itu kita

bahagia itu abu - abu

bahagia itu hitam

bahagia itu dulu

December 3rd 2013

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"Her heart was a secret garden  

and

The walls were very high"